So Jealous: So on my life, I've moved to England. I'm now in college, trying to get into uni. Been living on the low trying to manage my jealousy issues, I'm still with my girlfriend who I've been telling you guys about since. I feel like she's putting me through hell but someone spoke to me today and said I'm probably putting myself through the hell and blaming it on her. but the thing is, when our relationship started my girlfriend made me so clinical of everything like replying messages on time, not spending too long without each other, telling each other when we had the slightest problem with ourselves, talking lively, showing care, knowing how and when to say sorry, reading meanings into statuses and things like that. But now she's moved to Canada and she's changed. she still obviously wants to talk to me and still loves me but now she's free with most of these things and I actually can't deal with it. I know I sound conservative and all but I miss the way things were before all this. And she doesn't seem to care that I'm not happy with the changes or lemme say she doesn't care about my complaints because she's not ready to change. I've decided to stop complaining though. I think that's the best thing for now. Its working as far as I can tell. Things have been smooth for the last few days so its all good. Just Jealous has had some escapades to tell you lot about. I don't want to spill the beans she'll spill when she's on.
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